After the birth of her second baby, she no longer feels like the woman who would seek out erotic adventures and tell all online, in books and in magazine articles.
From the minute Sadie was born, I had zero sex drive. More like negative-one drive. I could see no reason why anyone would engage in sex, ever. For a decade and a half, sex had been the main component of my career, even of my personality. Then it was gone without a trace.
The essay is at Nerve.com.